Revenge
Staring at the wall, feeling nothing at all
Thinking about how things could have been
About how things should have been
Emotionally numbed
Bad karma is haunting me
Why couldn’t it be, any better for me?
I’m drowning in an ocean of despair
Cold water touching my hair...touching my bones
Why don’t these nightmares, leave me alone
Why does this ill fate keeps following me
Asshole after asshole
Taking my self respect, my lust for life, my happiness and my strength
What have I got, that they seek so desperately
What have I got, that attracts them to me?
Down in the depths of my lonely suffering
I feel anger and hate
And that’s saving me
Making me feel strong
What they did to me was so wrong
I can’t undo what is already done
But in order to carry on
I just need to to know
that I can hurt them to
So it isn’t just me who’s suffering
Only then, I will be able to let things go
I hope my revenge, will save others.